Assalamualaikum semua sahabat yg ku kasihi ;D
Allah je tau betapa aku rindu kat koram koram semuaa tau T.T i miss us in class, i miss school,i miss all the teachers, i miss how we used to do everything together *ok,dah start meleleh ayaq mata*
The reason i post in this blog is to say out loud that imissyou,iloveyouu girls of course . not being able to see each other everyday and do happy stuff together makes me sad .wuwuwu~ And also to share a bit about my 'penghijrahan'. As you all know, i've started wearing niqab now, and actually caca is the first person seeing me with niqab :) i'm happy and afraid in the same time. Why? sebab takut macamana penerimaan korang semua, but Alhamdulillah , all of you accept me for who i am. BigThanks to you :')
Masa pegi beraya rumah wan haritu(where we all met each other), i was nervous . sepanjang perjalanan tu dok pikiaq cemana nak berdepan dgn uolls tau. Allah tau betapa nebesnyaa iolss time tu. Alhamdulillah , Allah ease everything.
Sebenarnya ,all of this started when i followed this one kakak at twider,nama akak tu atikah :) ,tak lama lepas tu kak kaa buat plan nak iftar sesama dgn kengkawan twider,so aku pun join. Our first iftar was at klcc. Masa memula nak jumpa tu nebes jugak,dah la aku sensorang. huhu. Tapi kan, dorg semua baik2, layan mcm adik sendiri(masa tu aku antara yg plg muda :p) haha. And,lepas tu kitaorg selalu jugak jumpa each other,kongsi ilmu ,rapatkan ukhuwah :) i feel blessed,rasa rahmat Allah dan kuasaNya besar sgt :'D ukhuwah fillah yg wujud ni makes me realised that i've to change for the better.
Sebelum ni, i was like all of the girls out there yg cuma fikir fashion, nak pakai baju ape semua skeati je sbb ikut nafsu,tak ikut syariat yg betul. Allahu :'( bila dikenangkan balik,rasa berdosa sgt. And then i re-evaluate myself. Ajal tak kira umur,masa dan tempat. Bila bila Allah nak jemput kita, masa tu takde siapa yg boleh tlg.
Skrg aku rasa tanggungjawab utk perbaiki diri tu makin besar , i'm still lacking here and there, but i'll improve time to time insyAllahu Taala. Dan tipulah kalau kata nak berhijrah tu takde halangan lgsg, mmg adaa. Banyak sgt ~ And there was a time,sampai aku nenanges for days,masa tu rasa tak tahan sangat. i've almost give up. But i know, Allah is always there for me.i make du'a everytime after prayer so that Allah ease my burden.
And you know what , Allah hears me. SUBHANALLAH ,TAKBIR! masa tu kan, aku rasa lagi dekat dgnNya. Allah uji kita sbb sayang kan :') nak uji iman kita. The moral is don't underestimate the power of du'a,the weapon of muslims :)
Dalam proses nak berhijrah ni,i've started to look everything happened around me with a whole new perspective(which is good) . ukhuwah yg terjalin kerana Allah ni sangat sangat la indah, jadi sohabat semua ,marilah kita berkawan kerana Allah semata,bukan hanya di dunia bahkan sampai syurga insyAllah :'D iloveyouu girls !
sedikit gamboo dari saya :)
nufitasarihatman